Wow...facebook is cool...finding people I havent talked to in years....YAY :)

Im so disapointed in Titus...

I Watch Rome with Matthew every Sunday...Titus was my favorite character...has a wife..then he fucks a slave whore whom I hate...ugh.

I cant believe Im worked up over it. Damnit it makes me so miserable...Maybe I just have to take a chill pill...I dunno.

My grandma died...we thought she was getting better..

Ill miss her.

A little scary...but moreover cute. They make me laugh :)

I remember every little thing
As if it happened only yesterday
Parking by the lake
And there was not another car in sight
And I never had a girl
Looking any better than you did
And all the kids at school
They were wishing they were me that night

And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And were glowing like the metal on the edge of a
Knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
Cmon! hold on tight!
Cmon! hold on tight!
Though its cold and lonely in the deep dark night
I can see paradise by the dashboard light

Girl:

Aint no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely dressed

Aint no doubt about it
Baby got to go and shout it
Aint no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed

Boy:

Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely dressed

Baby doncha hear my heart
You got it drowning out the radio
Ive been waitin so long
For you to come along and have some fun

And I gotta let ya know
No youre never gonna regret it
So open up your eyes I got a big surprise
Itll feel all right
Well I wanna make your motor run

And now our bodies are oh so close and tight
It never felt so good, it never felt so right
And were glowing like the metal on the edge of a
Knife
Glowing like the metal on the edge of a knife
Cmon! hold on tight!
Cmon! hold on tight!

Though its cold and lonely in the deep dark night
I can see paradise by the dashboard light
Oh its cold and lonely in the deep dark night
Paradise by the dashboard light

You got to do what you can
And let mother nature do the rest
Aint no doubt about it
We were doubly blessed
Cause we were barely seventeen
And we were barely --

Were gonna go all the way tonight
Were gonna go all the way tonights the night

Were gonna go all the way tonight
Were gonna go all the way tonights the night

Were gonna go all the way tonight
Were gonna go all the way tonights the night

Were gonna go all the way tonight
Were gonna go all the way tonights the night

Radio broadcast:

Ok here we go, we got a real pressure cooker going
Here, two down, nobody on, no score, bottom of the ninth, theres the wind-up,
And there it is, a line shot up the middle, look at him go. this boy can really
Fly! hes rounding first and really turning it on now, hes not letting up at
All, hes gonna try for second; the ball is bobbled out in center, and here
Comes the throw, and what a throw! hes gonna slide in head first, here he
Comes, hes out! no, wait, safe - safe at second base, this kid really makes
Things happen out there. batter steps up to the plate heres the pitch - hes
Going, and what a jump hes got, hes trying for third, heres the throw, its
In the dirt - safe at third! holy cow, stolen base! hes taking a pretty big
Lead out there, almost daring him to try and pick him off. the pitcher glances
Over, winds up, and it bunted, bunted down the third base line, the suicide
Squeeze is on! here he comes, squeeze play, its gonna be close, heres the
Throw, heres th
E play at the plate, holy cow, I think hes gonna make it!

Ii. let me sleep on it
Girl:

Stop right there!
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further --!

Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me !!!?
Will you love me forever !!!?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
Ill give you an answer in the morning

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
Ill give you an answer in the morning

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
Ill give you an answer in the morning

Girl:

I gotta know right now!
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?
Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?
Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?
Will you take me away and will you make me your
Wife?
I gotta know right now!
Before we go any further
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?

Whats it gonna be boy?
Come on
I can wait all night
Whats it gonna be boy yes or no?
Whats it gonna be boy yes or no?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it
Baby, baby let me sleep on it
Let me sleep on it
And Ill give you an answer in the morning
L

Girl:

I gotta know right now!!!
Do you love me?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it!!

Girl:

Will you love me forever?

Boy:

Baby baby let me sleep on it

Girl:

Do you need me?
Will you never leave me?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it

Girl:

Will you make me so happy for the rest of my life?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it Ill give you an answer in the morning!! morning!!!!
Ill tell you in the morning!!!!!

Girl:

Will you take me away, will you make me your wife?

Girl:
I gotta know right now
Before we go any further
Do you love me?
Will you love me forever?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it

Girl:

Will you love me forever?

Boy:

Let me sleep on it

Girl:

Will you love me forever?

Iii. praying for the end of time

Boy:

I couldnt take it any longer
Lord I was crazed
And when the feeling came upon me
Like a tidal wave
I started swearing to my God and on my mothers
Grave
That I would love you to the end of time
I swore that I would love you to the end of time!

So now Im praying for the end of time
To hurry up and arrive
Cause if I gotta spend another minute with you
I dont think that I can really survive
Ill never break my promise or forget my vow
But God only knows what I can do right now
Im praying for the end of time
Its all that I can do
Praying for the end of time, so I can end my time
With you!!!

Boy:

It was long ago and it was far away
And it was so much better than it is today

Girl:

It never felt so good
It never felt so right
And we were glowing like
A metal on the edge of a knife

Hope everyone had a merrry Christmas. Mine was alright. I was able to buy my parents and Matthew all I wanted. I got my parents a canon digital camera along with a few movies and stocking stuffers. I bought Matthew a top-of-the-line computer for him so he doesnt have to share with me anymore. The guy who sold it to me was funny...asking if I was rich and if I had a sister. I wish...:(

Anywho..he likes it and my parents love their gifts too. We were able to fly my dad down after his work Dec 23/06, and my mom drove down earlier that day. I will post pictures once they send them off to me...Im glad I got to see them...but I was so sad last night/today it was depressing. I felt like nothing was good. Not my job, not me not anything...ahh...I think its out of my system now.

I got a few key things this year...diamond earings..to complete the jewellery collection, or as Matthew says "I dont need to get you any more!" Now I have a bracelet, ring, necklace and earrings. Its nice...Ill take a picture of them sometime too.

Mom and dad found me Anne of Green Gables YES!!!

Umm..they are buying me a cell phone this next paycheck...I told them dont worry about it...but mom felt bad they didnt get it for Christmas day...

I got a Spa Utopia 1 hr deep tissue massage certificate...I dont know how or when I should use it...now? Or should I wait till my muscles are sore?

What else? I got a few movies...and of course, 3 Pirates of the Caribbean 2...that sucked.

Anywho...I dont feel like digging into my brain to try and remember what I got. But material wise I feel good about it all...

I wish my parents lived closer..

Im looking forward to an uneventful new years

So I dropped off my friend Kourtney up in UBC Sunday night...and driving back the hastings way (hooker/crack street) I see a raccoon padding along...minding its own business. Thats my story. (as my friend Miriam would say anyways)

Okay. Last week was so friggin stressful..

Mom came down Wednesday morn...I drove to the airport...got lost on the way back...got home...packed abit...went to Vancouver to throw our stuff in the hotel..had PRIME RIB for the first time in my life at the Keg....tender goodness Id say..so yes.

ELTON JOHN CONCERT. was a blast...from the past...and back. I bought a LARGE hoodie for the coming winter months...spent 110 on it. It was worth it. Elton played for 3 full hours. I have to admit I was so stressed I really wasnt looking forward to the concert anymore...but Im deffinately glad I got to go. Mom and I had a good time. He played every single song you could ever want (except Candle in the Wind) and a few new ones too.

Mom and I went back to Langley the next morning and she helped me pack...Thanks mommie. Anywho..matthew and I loaded the Supersave van with boxes and then I had to go drop my mom off at the airport. I did so...but got lost on the way back again...fortunately I fixed it by losing myself to the last place I lost myself so that I could find my way back like before...and I came home to Matthew telling me Casey had run away while they were moving the couch. They had left the door open.

I checked the apartment (with no real furniture left) and then began knocking on every single person's door asking if they had seen her. After each floor I wold go back to the apartment and check everywhere (Im not sure why) After my last door of the building I went back up to call the spca or something...and there she was. sitting where Matthew, Curtis and I had looked a dozen times. I actually sobbed. lame I know. but most of the moving was done that thurs...

Friday we moved the rest of the stuff and the cats. We werent done till 11 that night. We had to be all moved out and CLEANED by 12pm saturday...

So I got up, cleaned the apartment till 12 on the dot and that was that. After finishing unloading the food from that fridge to the fridge in our townhouse I drove out to Burnaby to pick up and hang out with Kourtney, who was down for a few days. I feel really bad about that first day because I was so tired and stressed and...blah...I didnt feel entertaining at all. We ended up seeing Jackass 2 with Matthew and she spent the night and we hung out sunday as well before I took her to Kelly OBriens for dinner and then UBC to the mother she never wanted to not want her...

And then there was a raccoon.

Okay Bye

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds, in the sky, you'll get by
If you smile, through your fear and sorrow
Smile, and there'll be tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
If you'll....
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear, may be ever so near,
That's the time, you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you'll just....
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear, may be ever so near,
That's the time, you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying?
You'll find that life is still worthwhile,
If you'll just....
Smile